There are some things I can’t deal with yet…
I can deal with looking at a photo.
I can deal with talking to him through msn.
But I can’t deal with any sort of physical movement; seeing him move, seeing him respond to things, etc… The wound is still too fresh and too deep.
It still hurts too much.
And the terrible thing is he wants to skype when I’m better so I can play some music for him that I wrote.
Things will be most difficult.
